2025
Who knows who I am? Not a single soul...
The depth of my heart, only you may enter.
You can destroy me and still make me whole -
Among all I hold, you are the center.
You are my source, my breath of life.
You give me strength when I'm falling fast.
You calm the storm, the fiercest strife.
Your presence erases both future and past.
You are all I have in this world of pain.
Even when I don't feel you near...
I always search for you beneath the strain -
My cry for you is honest, true, sincere...
My doubled mind in suffering is shouting,
I run away from you - then... I run back.
Inhaling you - I feel my being sprouting.
Within you alone, I find all I lack !
(18.06.2025)
In the middle of nowhere, come find me.
In the depths of sorrow, be my Healer.
With your loving hand, reshape and bind me,
I'm waiting for you, my pain sealer.
Erase all my doubts, conquer my fear,
My ingrained scars only you can cure.
Whisper to me, guide me, make it clear,
Patiently lead me when I'm unsure...
Even if it's hard, I feel your presence.
I know you're watching me, don't let me go.
I search for you - it's in my essence,
You warm me up, only you make me glow.
A thread between us I refuse to sever,
It soothes my soul, it stills every gale.
My deepest wish - to keep it forever;
Abiding in you, I shall not fail.
(06.06.2025)
I am ashamed of who I have become,
I am crushed by this world, its abuse...
Nowhere else to go - to You I come -
The One who can cure my every bruise.
You're holding me, dirty and naked,
You're holding me fast in your arms.
My shot-up heart is here - take it,
Heal it whole. Keep it safe from harms.
You see my every flaw, my each mistake...
My sins are laid bare before Your face.
To be free from all guilt - what will it take?
True repentance, and Your divine grace.
My burden grew unbearable, too big;
I give it all to You, with all my trust.
Enough to overthink, enough to dig.
I'm giving in before I turn to dust!
(31.05.2025)
Break me into pieces, take my life,
Erase all feelings, empty my mind.
You know I'm lost, I'm barely alive,
Reset my vision - I'm truly blind.
My heart is corrupted - make it new.
Mend all its scars, they are still bleeding...
I'm drained and weary - my hopes are few;
Searching for You, constantly weeping...
Grant me Healing, restore, wake me up,
Release this pain and bring me Your peace.
Though I am weak, You'll never give up -
Your true, steadfast love will never cease.
Awaken me, oh God, raise Your voice,
Shake me and get me back on my feet.
Revive my thoughts and quiet this noise,
That drowns You out, that slows my heartbeat.
Just keep me closer and hold me tight,
Reveal Your plan and show me Your will.
Protect and carry me through the night -
In You I am saved; I can be still.
(20.05.2025)
You can reach the depth of my soul,
Your one word - and my world is crumbled...
Quiet, vivid memories on scroll,
The moment I fell, the time I stumbled...
You're able to touch my bare heart,
And to warm it with just one thought.
But in Your absence, I fall apart...
Living in pain I was perfectly taught.
Nevertheless, You are my safe place.
Even Your shade grants me protection.
I'm longing for Your loving embrace...-
For this fresh air in my suffocation.
Grateful, for all that You are to me.
Grateful, for all that You have done.
Life is a challenge and will always be...
Whatever happens, You'll be the One...
(20.04.2025...)
You are breaking my every bone
To heal my whole fallen being...
You're removing this heart of stone,
That rebels, prevents me freeing...
I'm bleeding profusely, screaming to death...
You're ripping it straight out of my chest.
But this I know, You will sustain my breath.
I should just trust You, because You know best.
You form this freezing emptiness inside,
For me to give all up, to turn to You!..
Consumed by pain, I still remain aside,
<Pure agony>, not able to see through...
Despite my doubts, my inner hesitation;
You offer me new heart You made for me.
How great is Your mercy and Your affection,
You firmly lead me to where I need to be.
My God, please, help this heart take root,
And guide me through this valley of the shade.
And hold my hand, along this wild route,
Cause my rebellion and sorrow to fade.
(09.02.2025)
2023-2024
I am a clown... the one who makes you laugh.
I am a fool... who makes you feel superior.
Whatever I may do - won’t be enough,
My efforts and my words just make you wearier.
You blindly pretend like I don’t exist,
My every action remains unseen.
Despite all my patience, you still resist...
But I am around as I’ve always been.
I can guide you through a furious storm,
My love for you is constant, it never ends.
I’m able to heal every wound, to restore!
It’s only your choice - on your trust it depends...
...
I am that Christ, who irritates your pride,
I am that Jesus, who died for your sins.
I am The Lord, in Whom all things abide.
I am The God, Who undoubtedly wins!
I’m driving new nails into your wrists...
As a signature - Nastya’s been here...!!!
Thankful in trembling - Your mercy exists,
Your love - never-ending - wipes every tear.
Brutally beating Your suffering body,
With every decision fighting Your will...
You still forgive me, whose hands are all bloody,
Who’s ready to torture You, even to kill...
Insulting You, fleeing, turning away,
Not fully repenting, rebelling...again.
But You...grant me pardon with no delay.
Your word is faithful, made to sustain.
Lost in a wilderness, desperate soul,
In need of Your precious, noble adoption.
You’ll be my Father, the One in control.
Under Your rule - what a privileged option!
You walk with me through all my pain,
You guard my soul, you weep with me...
Your mighty hand breaks every chain,
You're able to save, to set me free..!
I desire to trust you, with no hesitation,
I want to rebuilt my whole life on your word,
I wish my existence be your dedication,
My future with You can never be blurred.
Father, forgive me for my every sin;
Lead me and bring me closer to You.
In my every battle let Your will win!
Revive me, and make my heart all brand-new!
I am here, in stillness, waiting for you,
Your perfect mercy that makes all things new!
I wish to be healed from all my mistakes,
Because of your promise that never breaks.
How to surrender, how to believe,
How to be free? I want fear to leave..!
Trembling from shackles, fleeing from past,
Asking - How long will this chaos last?
Still...no reply.
Just silence inside, there, by itself,
Divides me in two - poor punishing self...
This leads to nowhere, to darkness - indeed,
Staying distracted is all that I need.
Running in circles, always, non-stop,
Gathering tears - all, drop by drop...
Toiling between two opposite sides,
Seeking an answer that so nicely hides.
Finding too hard managing thoughts -
Killing emotions are taking their shots.
Going insane, impatiently crying -
Please, save me now, don’t You see me dying?
Paralyzed by the silence,
When you’re all alone...
Caught by her violence,
Her sweet, mystic tone....
You seem so hopeless,
So weak, paranoid...
You couldn’t care much less,
You are angry, annoyed.
You just cannot breathe,
Cannot change a lot...
Get down on your knees! -
Give His word its spot.
Let your heart be its place,
Let God be your Healer!
Be renewed by His grace,
Shattered serial sinner...
It’s hard to be broken,
It’s hard to feel cold.
The words left unspoken -
So much to be told...
Warming the thought
Of great resurrection...
The lesson is taught -
...Changing direction.
Quickly replacing
That firm inner layer...
Fearlessly facing
A big self-betrayer.
And...finally praying,
But silently...asking -
Just help me obeying,
Prevent me from masking...
You were always there,
Around and inside...
With me...everywhere...
Get me on Your side!
Clear my vision,
By Your righteous hand,
Your supervision,
My Eternal Friend..!
My dear 'broken soul's' keeper, do you know?
It hurts unbearably, you know, it hurts...too much!
This heavy pain won't ever stop, it tends to grow,
My heart is pleading, it is waiting for your touch...
Enslaved and frozen by these feelings and emotions,
So tightly tied together with my gloomy shadow...
I swallow all the sorrow, its enormous portions...
I will never be able to get rid of it.... No.
My broken heart is waiting for your healing;
It longs for you by whispering your name...
Your presence in my life is all I'm willing,
With you beside I'll never be the same..!
One day it will all come to an end,
All the sorrow will vanish, it will disappear.
One day, there won't be a need to pretend,
To play with all masks, to deal with fear.
One day it will stop, and you'll cease to exist...
Not much of the trace will be left of your efforts.
Struggles... What was it for to persist?
Not much to be found among all your records...
Will all of your wins help you a lot?
After you die - will emotions matter?
If nothing is all for what you have fought -
Means: no real goal, no "worse" and no "better".
Though...
What changes the game and gives a true meaning?
What makes you unchained from any confusion?
When you give all up and stop finally leaning
On the finite things...When you do the conclusion -
That only with God you have all you need;
That journey with Him has no blocks, has no end.
Once you are His, - He will guide, He will lead;
He'll show you the grace you cannot comprehend.
He will heal all your scars, He will comfort your cry.
That bitter taste of false expectation
Will fade away. And you won't truly die -
The day of your death will be just GRADUATION!
You will say goodbye to all mourning and pain,
You will get empty of sadness, frustration.
Your every loss will transform into gain,
Cause His perfect love will be your foundation.
You feel my pain like no one else,
You know my every secret, every thought;
You stand behind me, watch my steps,
Warming my heart that suffers a lot.
In times of sorrow, of isolation,
When hopelessness is all I can see...
This ultimate feeling of desperation
Pleads me to stop, asks me to flee..!
My expectations crumble to dust,
My world is crashing, falling apart......
You are the One Whom I give my trust,
Who gives me hope to have a new start.
Your knowledge of me is so profound,
You bear my misery all the way long...
My only wish......is...to be around,
To keep in my sight where I belong.
I am alive because of Your grace,
So thankful to always get Your alerts.
Precious words for my soul to embrace :
“Keep the promise, although it hurts”.
Help me to carry my vow till the end,
By Your mighty hand, strengthen my spirit!
Be my Redeemer on Whom I depend,
Loyal, Сompassionate, Good with no limit!
"Let go of your broken past,
Let go of what holds you back.
I promise this pain won't last
And I'll help you to get on track."
...
I can hear your voice deep in my heart...
I can feel your presence inside...sometimes
Me too, I hope for the new, fresh start,
But this big part of me rejects, it denies
Your forgiveness, your plan, your grace.
Still holding on to ridiculous things
That kept me alive during my race
And helped me to spread my wounded wings.
And you understand me, I bet you do,
You let these things happen, you just let them be...
Watched all my sufferings, my doubts too...
You didn't ignore it, you let me be free.
Such freedom is tricky, you know, since beginning,
It doesn't help to not sink, to not fall.
I'm hopelessly stuck, my head is spinning,
Can I resurrect my faith after all?!
My Father in heaven, please tell me - why?
Why does it hurt that much? I can't handle...
I don't want to live; I'm not able to try
Again and again... - life's just a scandal.
My Father, I know it may all be my fault,
I could have been different, much better...
I could be a blessing, I could be your salt...
I could pray out loud, but I'm writing this letter...
My Father, will it be possible, even -
To be willing to live ever again?
Trusting your promise, to truly believe in
Your word that supposed to remove the pain.
My Father, in anguish my soul slowly dies...
There is no way I may find a solution...
Only to You my heart loudly cries !
Solely Your presence may bring resolution...
Your every tear, your burden, all your pain,
Your cry for help, your soul’s frustration,
Your brutal suffering, your will in chain...
God will see it - you’re His creation.
Your every fall, your choices, your mistakes,
Your “hide-and-seek” from Him, again, in doubt...
Your stubbornness - “no matter what it takes,” -
He knows you perfectly, He sees you - in and out.
When no one cares, when no one understands,
When you are by yourself, lost in a shade.
There is a hope - His love forever stands,
There is no reason _why_ to be afraid.
Don’t put your trust in things, in people’s words,
They are like wind, they change direction.
They strive, they want to be as free, as birds,
They crash so fast by their own neglection.
Your every thought exposed to God with no exception,
Before His holy face your heart is naked,
He cares about you, He offers you protection,
He calmly waits for you to be awakened!..
He is always around when you’re all alone,
When you are distressed with no aspiration,
He is with you, even if everyone’s gone -
He is The Way, HE IS OUR SALVATION..!
Who are you? Do you know?
Never asked actual question?
Living by chance, going with flow?
Ignorance...- common infection...
“Normal is overrated”...
Who defines “the normality”?
How do you choose what’s related
To your everyday reality?
Acting by impulse, by senses?
In order to feed your ego.
After all costly expenses,
You are emptied and free to go.
The desire of soul is its Source -
Once it’s found - nothing else matters.
Only Creator gives you the force.
In Him all iniquity scatters.
Be patient, be brave, be courageous.
He is coming, He is NEVER late.
Your unshakeable hope is contagious,
Grow in the faith, and fearlessly wait!..
Don’t be distracted by so many lies,
Don’t waste your time chasing perfection.
Stop! Take a rest from uncountable tries
To reach out, to deal with neglection...
Just stay still, this unfair society
Will disappoint you numerous times...
Your soul may be torn by anxiety,
By the cruelty of countless crimes...
Great evildoers, stuck in insanity,
Lost in the darkness with so many shades.
Pointless searching, arrogant vanity,
Riotous chaos lasts for decades...
It all goes on since the beginning,
And it makes absolutely no sense..!
Luckily, His eyes see the meaning,
He gave Him all for our defence..!
It is finished. It is already done.
You’re indestructible, He is with you.
Your worries, your troubles...let them be gone!
Let Him guide you, He’s making all new!
I am in pain, in so, so much pain...
In agony beats my tormented heart.
Burning inside, in consuming flame...
Losing consciousness...don't know where to start.
Broken...staring at immediate past,
Powerless, naked in front of its eyes...
From that highest top my fall was so fast,
Screaming in torture, my soul slowly dies...
Pressured by silence, my shivering mind
Drawns me to deepest parts on my being.
Keeps me awake by making me blind,
Blocks me within, prevents from freeing...
Countless attempts to go with the flow,
Tries to accept, to forget what mattered...
Echoing voice - heal, breath and grow -
That what he told me once I got shattered.
Only his whisper still keeps me alive,
Helps me to face this battle, persisting...
Straining to listen to him, to revive,
Despite desire to stop existing...
All at once and nothing at all -
I will remember my greatest fall,
How blind I was when I fell apart...
Now surrendering all, giving my heart.
Take it, my Lord; heal it, my God.
I am begging for mercy, crying inside...
Give me your peace, abandon me not.
I was so broken...was trying to hide...
Your loving hand stopped me from fleeing,
Confronted my desperate soul.
I was in doubts, not truly believing..
Still You appeared to make me whole.
Fill me, restore me, forgive me completely,
Cleanse me, and always keep in your sight.
Renew my spirit, rebuild me neatly,
Help me to win this difficult fight..!
This awful laugh behind the back,
This absurd pretention to care..
All colors around turned into black,
Hope for the best is not even there...
No expectations - people are fakes,
Choosing a mask that fits situation.
Looking around, hissing like snakes -
Lies and deception own the creation.
Hypocrites, liars and self-deceived -
Insidious, plotting evil, bad..
Every dark thought that is conceived
Ruins, destroys, makes everyone mad.
Envious, selfish, betrayers -
That's who we are, who we’ve become.
Wearing too many poisonous layers,
Loosing our souls.. How to overcome?
If you think you are different, diverse -
Hold on, and check out your source.
You may find out that you’re even worse,
That you are disaster and your own curse.
Hunting for pleasure, ignoring the root,
Blindly persevere your sordid desire.
So, what do you think- what is your fruit?
How to escape from this flaming fire?
See the big picture, don’t fool yourself.
Open your eyes until it’s too late.
Put all the memories on your life shelf,
Pursue resurrection, no need to wait -
Open your mind and clear you vision,
Bring all together that was apart.
The hardest part is to make a decision...
Take a big step to renew your heart !
You didn’t even care about me,
Whether I will or won’t make it...
I got slowly down on my knee,
I, honestly, couldn’t take it...
I struggled with my belief,
My faith was betrayed.
I hoped you were my relief -
Your role was well played.
I didn’t ask many questions,
I trusted like never before.
I accepted all the suggestions -
I didn’t have doubts anymore.
That was a trap for my soul,
Trap, that I put myself in...
Trap, that created a hole
In my heart - out and within...
I found myself in the dead end.
I was in love with the chaos around,
Until I was totally empty and bend,
My feet couldn’t feel the ground.
I needed a cure to be alive,
I needed forgiveness and mercy.
I needed direction simply to strive,
To get rid of this controversy.
I asked - why did God let it be,
Why did God abandon his child?
How and when will He set me free?..
A price to pay to be reconciled...
Here I am - waiting for answer.
Just pure hope, no expectation.
Praying to You - be my Enhancer,
Save me and grant me Your revelation.
Malheureusement, on pense souvent à Toi -
Comme si Tu étais une sortie d’urgence.
On T’ignore, on Te fuit.... Pour revenir vers Toi? -
Ridicules... Nous manquons toujours l’évidence.
Cependant, Tu es une porte principale,
Derrière laquelle se trouve l’espérance.
Croire en Toi - c’est une décision radicale -
Cela prend bien du courage, de la patience.
On se cache, on cherche fébrilement des preuves,
Aveuglés par nos émotions et nos attentes...
Nos pensées coulent si vite, comme un long fleuve -
Elles secouent, blessant nos âmes combattantes...
Dommage, on perd un temps tellement précieux,
Dans la recherche du bonheur et de nous-mêmes...
Pardonnes-Tu à Tes enfants capricieux?
Malgré tout ce que nous sommes, Toi, Tu nous aimes..!
Mes larmes tombent sur le sol,
Je suis perdue et je m’isole.
Pourtant j’existe, rien ne finit...
Je n’y crois pas, je suis en vie...
La même journée qui se répète,
Les souvenirs que je regrette,
Désespoir, tristesse, faiblesses -
Je suis déçue, dans la détresse
De suivre le chemin “normal” -
Folie du monde - ça me fait mal!
Abandonnée. Vide. Détachée.
Un seul désir - être cachée.
La solitude - elle me remplit,
La coupe est pleine et ça suffit...
Je cherche le sens, la solution,
Pour réprimer cette destruction.
Dans le silence, je crie comme folle,
Qui va entendre mes paroles?...
Si Tu es là, j’espère toujours,
Donne Ta réponse et Ton secours...
J’aime à entendre le silence.
Il m’a appris à être honnête.
Il a créé la différence
Dans ma vie un peu trop discrète.
Je l’ai connue depuis l’enfance,
J’étais fervente et dévouée…
Je l’écoutais avec patience,
Il m’a gagnée - j’ai avoué...
Son charme m’a ensorcelée,
Sa profondeur m’a engloutie...
Quand il m’a encore appelée,
J’ai tout laissé, j’ai ralenti
Pour mieux comprendre son message.
Il prie de regarder toujours
Dans mes pensées... Grand nettoyage!
De les tremper d’un grand amour.
Il me souffle: vise le bien !
Garde l’espoir et continue!
Cela va passer, ne crains rien,
Le bonheur vient - Dieu l’a prévu.
Et je l’écoute avec mon coeur,
Et j’essaie d’apaiser mon âme,
Nul ne pourra voir que je pleure
Rien ne dérangera la femme
Qui vit avec cette espérance,
Dont elle comprend la valeur
Qui a subi la délivrance,
Survécu à plusieurs horreurs.
Le silence m’a libérée,
Grâce à lui, je suis bien vivante.
Comme un oiseau qui sait voler
J’oublie du coup ma vie stressante.
Obsession...
C’est le pire du pire.
Dépression
Qui vient après le rire.
Confusion
Mêle les émotions.
Conclusion
Devient la destruction...
L’indépendance n’existe pas,
On appartient encore et toujours
Et peu importe à qui ou à quoi
Cela change de la nuit au jour.
Le bien ou le mal - existent-ils?
Qui nous donne ce droit de juger?
Pourquoi réfléchir à la vie, facile?
À quoi bon même s’interroger?
Nous changeons d’avis, plus d’une fois,
En espérant que nous grandissons.
Nous faisons juste semblant parfois
Que nous allons bien, mais sans façon...
La déception nous partage en deux.
Lors quel côté devons-nous choisir?
Si la mort arrivait bientôt -
Comment devrions-nous réagir?
Nous manquons tellement de logique,
De sagesse et de compréhension,
Nous sommes veules, pris de panique,
Soumis à sa manipulation.
Nous nous étouffons sans liberté...
La racine de vie nous cherchons,
La constance, la fidélité -
Vers elles, las, nous nous dépêchons...
Pour finir, nous allons les trouver -
Chacun de nous, chacun à son tour.
La source va nous accompagner
Et nous montrer son immense amour!...
Comme le phénix, je reviens à la vie,
Je me réveille, j’ai tellement envie
De voir Тa gloire, Тa puissance,
Tes plans cachés depuis ma naissance.
Je sais que Tu m’attendais depuis toujours,
Tu m’as défendue, protégée chaque jour.
J’ai gaspillé Tes chances plusieurs fois,
Cependant, Fidèle, Tu as cru en moi.
J’étais négligente, je le suis encore..
J’avais fait confiance à се menteur, à tort.
Je n’ai pas pensé aux circonstances,
À sa conception et son influence.
Toi, Tu le connaissais dès le début,
Tout ce temps-là, il était dans Ta vue.
Tu étais au courant de ses intentions
De me détruire par sa belle invention…
Tu m’as sauvée après ma chute,
Tes bras ont été mon parachute.
Et dans Ton esprit je trouve la paix,
Tu acceptes ma foi telle faible qu’elle est.
Mon âme est totalement cassée...
Mon coeur est complètement brisé...
Oui, je mérite ce châtiment,
Je dois souffrir dramatiquement...
Les conséquences m’ont rattrapée
Et les sentiments m’ont dégoûtée.
Je suis tombée du septième ciel -
D’un paradis tout artificiel...
Toi, Tu sais ce qui m’est arrivé,
Comment et jusqu’où j’ai dérivé
Loin de Tes promesses, Ta présence,
Tes garanties et Ta bienfaisance...
J’ai rejeté ma propre vie, moi
Qui me suis adonnée au tournoi,
Qui m’a menée vite jusqu’au bout,
Là où j’ai confronté mes tabous...
J’ai essayé de T’oublier,
Mon Défenseur, Mon Bouclier...
J’ai annoncé à mon esprit:
“Nos relations, elles sont finies.
Rien ne dérange, tout est permis,
J’ai des délices qui sont fournis.
Je sens le goût d’être enfin joyeuse,
Est-ce que j’ai le droit d’être heureuse?”
Je n’étais plus Ta bonne écluse,
Je m’étais dit : “Non. Je refuse
De m’isoler du monde entier!”
J’avais choisi l’autre sentier...
J’ai fait des choses différentes,
Qui répondaient à mes attentes.
Je suis devenue passionnante,
Et j’ai vu mon âme éclatante.
C’était le temps des découvertes,
Et j’ai donné mon âme ouverte.
J’espérais tant trouver le sens,
Je l’attendais avec patience...
Après toutes mes grandes victoires,
J’ai regardé dans un vieux miroir -
Je n’ai pas reconnu mon reflet,
Je m’étais déchirée au complet... en fait
J’ai vendu les parties de moi
À ceux qui ont gagné ma foi...
Ils ont pris les fragments de mon coeur,
Je n’ai pas reconnu les moqueurs...
C’était une erreur incroyable,
Car ils sont rusés et capables
D’empoisonner l’âme fragile,
De la rendre attachée, docile...
Tu sais, j’espérais si fortement,
J’attendais, j’attrapais le moment
Où je pourrais sentir le bonheur...
C’est devenu ma plus grande horreur...
C’était, factice réalité,
Une feinte, absurde vanité…
Car je constate avec certitude -
Que j’ai survécu dans l’inquiétude!
Rien ne peut prendre Ta place,
Ou bien remplacer Ta grâce…
Même si j’ai eu de ces moments magnifiques,
J’ai réalisé que les gens sont narcissiques…
Cette voie m’a dévoilé le monde,
Sa solitude infinie, profonde;
À la poursuite de plus de joie,
D’être capable de faire ses choix.
Il est misérable et malheureux,
En démontrant qu’il est valeureux…
L’espoir disparaît quand on commence
À se voir en pleine résonance…
Or me voici… brisée… oubliée.
Et mes attentes?... Gavées… annulées.
Je suis déçue de tout ce mensonge,
Je m’arrête là, et je me plonge
Dans une mer d’Amour immense!
Mes souffrances prennent désinence…
J’arrête de rêver en vain,
Je retourne vers Toi… Enfin!
Лише Тебе, Господь, пускаю
ВсерЕдину, туди, де біль і сльози.
Лише Тобі я тайну відкриваю -
Бо Ти був поруч попри люті грози,
Наперекір всім зливам, Ти зі мною
Йшов кожен міліметр, кожен крок.
Лиш тільки Ти міг знати - за пітьмою,
Чекає прощення моїх ВСІХ помилок...
Ти бачив кожну з них під мікроскопом,
Ти знав - чому і де, коли і як...
Ніщо для Тебе не буває шоком,
Ти терпиш, контролюєш все і всяк.
Тримай мене за рУку - міцно, всюди,
Я можу відпустити... Ти - ніколи !
Такі розгублені... смішні ми, - люди... -
А Ти?.. Ти близько - в серці та навколо!
Невибаглива душа линула до світла,
Сяяти хотіла, щиро бажала тепла.
Темнії хмари то світло закрили,
Доступ до сяйва їй перекрили.
Душа та заклякла від темноти,
Нічого немає, окрім пустоти...
Куди тепер бігти, до чого тягнутись?
В океані страху тільки б не захлинутись...
Вітер навколо ці хвилі хвилює,
Всі сподівання на спокій руйнує...
Плаче душа, їй болить неймовірно,
Сонечко кличе, благає невпинно -
“Врятуй, зупини, прибери кляті хмари,
ПрОшу, з’явись та розвій усі чари!”
Без світла душа вмирає повільно,
Без нього вона в кайдАнах, не вільна...
Сонце почуло молитви із серця,
Зникли всі хмари, і страху озерце.
Душа розцвіла, тягнеться в небо,
Джерело світла - це все, що їй треба...